Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i want you to burn.. burn for me baby! like a candle in my life.. burn.. burn for me.. burn for me..

--> still thinking... the past week was a mess.. i was caught in the middle and at the same time, crying a river... hmm.. nonsense.. i'm gonna stop this whining and continue growing..
--> last sunday, i went to a friend's house. fiesta.. another friend was also there, christopher.. my big friend ^_^...
--> i was having a hard time talking to them because i'm not feeling well. i just got a big fight before me and i would not call it a defeat.. never..
--> i went there with nothing to say.. unless they would want to listen.
--> depressed.. yeah.. down.. my systems not functioning well.. we talked.. let me see..

He: anong problema?
Me: wala naman..
He: anong wala?
Me: o di meron..
He: ano nga?!
Me: tulad ng dati.. pamilya..
He: naku, wag mo nang intindihin yan.. wala na tayong magagawa dyan..
Me: oo nga eh, tama ka..
He: okey ka lang?
Me: oo naman..
He: talaga?!
Me: hindi..
He: inom tayo..
Me: ayoko, halata.. pwede yosi nalang?
He: kelan ka pa natuto?! wag na!
Me: sige na, isa lang.. ayokong umiyak dito, nakakahiya.. daming tao..
He: ha.. magkwento ka nalang..
Me: e di lalo akong naiyak! sira ka talaga! sige na, isa lang..
He: sige, pero magkwento ka.. kelangan mo lang ilabas yan.. wag mo nang gagawin ito ulit!
Me: salamat.. sige..
kasi.. sila.. laging ganun.. nakakapagod.. hindi ko na alam..
He: "hanga ako sa iyo.. kilala mo na ang sarili mo.. di tulad ko, hinahanap pa rin hanggang ngayon ang sarili ko.."
Me: salamat..
He: ayos ka na?
Me: oo..
He: tara, may fireworks dun..
Me: sige..

** salamat christopher.. dakila kang kaibigan.. marunong kang makinig.. ^_^