you don't know my name...

Arlene Buscay Santos's Aliases

Your movie star name: Mimi Ernesto

Your fashion designer name is Arlene Genovia

Your socialite name is An-an New York

Your fly girl / guy name is A San

Your detective name is Bird Malabon

Your barfly name is Safari Chivas

Your soap opera name is Buscay General Luna

Your rock star name is White Rabbit Light

Your star wars name is Arlpoo Sanefr

Your punk rock band name is The Tired Cube

The Amazing Meganame Generator

baby, are you crying? do these tears belong to me?

sabog na naman ako.. sabagay, lagi naman akong ganito.. lahat ng nakakakilala sa akin ay hindi na maninibago sa akin.. pero sa totoo lang, hindi nila alam.. mas malalim pa sa inaakala nila ang nararamdaman ko..

f*ck, my head aches, everything around me is spinning..
i'm trying to grasp the information their feeding me..
the insanity took me by surprise..
and now i don't know anything but lies..

the lines are part of my new composition.. wala na naman kasi akong magawa although marami akong dapat basahin pero pinili kong huwag magbasa.. kakanta na lang ako at lilikha ng sariling musika.. sabagay, wala namang may pakialam.. ni hindi ko nga alam kung may nagbabasa man nitong blog na ito.. kaya bakit kailangang pagandahin ng husto?!

pasensya na mga kaibigan.. wag ninyo nalang akong tularan..

tired of feeling all by my self...

so... sad... pa rin... haayy... and tired..

so i just answered a test while making a SA21 paper and here's the results..

You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

teka, HaPpY BiRtHdAy KuYa aNd OdEtTe!!! >_<

hello darkness my old friend..

this is a not so good morning..

well, last night, i called a friend whom i last met a year ago or so.. the thing was, we had this unique name for each other.. she can't recognize my voice so i had called her my pet name for her.. sad to say, nakalimutan nya raw talaga kung sino ang tumatawag sa kanya ng ganun!!! *ouch..* so i told her to hang up and think about it for a minute or so.. i was so sad.. that was so depressing because i thought she would never forget me.. but she did.. *haaayyy..*

then, i tried calling another friend.. *salamat sa sun na may unlimited calls..* she wasn't answering her phone so decided to call another friend. luckily, jessa remembered me.. we talked and laughed our hearts out.. *pero badtrip pa rin ako dun sa isang tao na hindi ako naalala man lang..* ayun..

tapos, c ate chai, galit pa ata sa akin dahil sa management na yan!!! arrrggghhh.. masyadong komplikado kung ikukwento ko pa..

tapos.. tapos.. naku, wag na nga.. di bale nalang.. basta, depressed ako ngayon!!

teka, HaPpY bIrThDaY rHeA!!! ^_^

whine na naman ako..

i've been busy.. i'm telling this more to my self than to any one else.. masyadong mahirap ang summer na ito para sa akin.. why?! check these..

*wala akong computer ngayon.. --> i have a fine arts class and it deals with typography and book design. the problem is that we need a certain kind of design program to do these stuffs.. eh since wala akong computer, kelangan kong umasa sa ctc 118 or sa rsf regarding my projects.. i badly need a computer with atleast a printer.. hirap talaga.. hassle.. awww..

*sa fa 171.6.. --> meron kaming book na one third ng isang dangkal ang kapal at hard bound na P700 worth.. so every day ay may readings na umaabot sa 30 pages.. sobrang daming facts.. astig yung book pero ang masam nito ay nagiging mabilisan ang pagtalakay sa bagay.. ayun tuloy, parang info overload.. pero okey naman si sir ali.. magaling siya at marami na siyang napuntahan..

*sa SA21 naman.. --> ok naman si sir leviste.. sabi ng mga friends ko na naging prof siya, naging masaya raw ang SA21.. hmmm.. yun nga lang, marami talagang ginagawa.. ayos nga eh, laging group works..

*fil 14.. --> lahat ng mga natatanong ko about mr. coroza, nagsasabing magaling siya at mahirap ang subject niya at the same time.. magaling siya, no doubt!! pero sa four mettings namin this summer, first day lang ang walang quiz!! beat that! haaay.. so ayun, matrabaho rin.. pero astig siya, hindi nagiging boring ang diskusyon at masasya ang takbo ng talakayan..

pero mahirap talaga dahil araw-araw ang klase at parang ang bilis ng takbo ng mga bagay.. parang hindi tuloy april.. tapos mainit pa.. arrrggghh.. wala naman akong magawa run.. >__< well, goodluck.. sa akin..

at last.. i did it!!

oh well.. at long last.. after two years.. DL na akO!!! hindi na ako kabilang sa D's list or the known D graders' list! ohhh yeah, i made it to the Dean's List with a QPI of 3.44!!! i'm soooOooo happy!! at least, i found the place where i belong.. hahaha!! *laughing infront of the computer like a crazy peep with all eyes on her...*

yeah, yeah.. i love my course now, uhhhm, my future course pala dahil hindi pa ako nakakapagshift.. hehehe.. saya diba?! ehehehhe.. puro nalang ako tawa..

sige, since masaya ako, pagbibigayan ko na itong nakakairitang babae sa tabi ko na kumakanta ng ubod ng lakas *with feelingssss and papikit-pikit pa talaga!! argggh..* fell na feel nya ang microphone at headset niya at gamit na gamit na naman ang yahoo.. waaaaahhh...

at dahil masaya pa rin ako, pagbibigyan ko na ang kabulukang nangyari sa registration ko kahapon.. kakapikon nga lang na kailangan kong magpareadvice ng dalawang beses at mag-enlist ng dalawang araw.. nag crash kasi ang server ng ateneo reg kung kaya't nahinto ng humigit kumulang na dalawang oras ang reg.. *o isang oras mahigit.. anyhow..* tapos, medyo late pa sila nagsimula kaya ayun, 11 o'clock na at lahat pero nasa pang 450th student parin... arggggh talaga!!! so after waiting in vain for my random number which was 730 *napaka-random diba?!!!* ay iniisip ko nalang na masaya ako sa grades ko.. pampalubag ng nagngingitngit kong kalooban...

naku, di bale na lang talaga.. hahaha... masayang-masaya ako at iyun lang po ang mahalaga..

summer classes... argggh...

i have to do this.. i have to.. argggh..

summer classes will start soon.. as in soon!! mukhang load rev na naman aatupagin ko for the first two days.. awwww.. hindi pa kasi ako nakakapagshift eh.. so in short, bs math pa rin!! hmmm.. pwede!

well.. naging sobrang boring ng aking bakasyon.. so ayun, walang nagagawa! arrggghh.. siguro nga, maayos na rin na may summer classes, atleast, may patutunguhan ang buhay ko! asus.. sige na, isang oras lang ako rito.. sayang pera.. hehehe..

by the way, today is april 9, ibig sabihin, birthday ng pamangkin ko sa pinsan na si JD.. HaPpy BiRthDay, SpOrT! at syempre... anniversary sana namin.. whahaha.. three years, tagal nun! *asa pa!* babay!!